concrete angel

......"Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel"

who wants to be fake, raise your hands....

i have always lived by the rule that even if you dont like someone you still should respect them.should we be that way with FAKE people as well? why is it so hard to respect people even when it seems people are intent on going through my personal life and tearing it to shreds and feeding it to the dogs? maybe im just paranoid but it seems like someone is always trying to "ONE UP ME"... i used to let it roll off my back and not think to much about it but now as time goes on it sems like nothing has changed in all these years. how long do you have to go about being nice to someone you know is a total fake? fake with friendships and relationships and just has a fake personality? do we in turn become as fake as they are? what do you do when you try to avoid someone and they just dont get it. or are we not honest enough?

people, compared to a tree....

please go watch this, its is Tyler Perry`s madea character. i keep this information with me when i get low or dont realize when i am being used. its great to reflect upon!

=]


http://youtube.com/watch?v=oqDU6CPwy6Q

cant we be just friends?

why dont people get it?

do i need to wear a sign that says "i am not interested in you in that way, nor will i ever be"...?

i am trying hard to like someone just as a friend but even that is hard becasue they just dont get it... or it seems like they dont to me...

CRAP!

humpty dumpty...

He sat on the wall, then he fell off the wall... then all the kings horses and all the kings men..couldnt put him back together again... although i am sure with enough super glue and ducttape they could have mended him up quite nicely...



my question....



WhY tHe Eff WaS hE SiTTiNg ThE WaLL In tHe FiRsT PLaCE??



why do any of us do anything anymore?



i think about that often. why do we do certain things? things that have ba outcomes? or hard to deal with outcomes? ones that hurt us physically, or emotionally, or even spiritually? some would argue that we do it for experience. Screw that, i know that every time i have been caught in a situation that i could have avoided [like sitting on the wall] i didnt sit there before hand and say, i think ill do this for the experience of it all.



life is full of times where we sit on the wall. sometimes we are silly enough to rock and roll a little bit in the fun times, but then we dont realize that our balance is not to good and there we go toppling to the ground to be smashed in a thousand pieces waiting for the right people to come by who know where the super glue and tape is so that we can be put back together again...

are you thinking in your head... "where are those good people?"

Take a look around. they are your parents,siblings, and friends... yes even the ones you dont think are really good friends and are more a social hello than a friend. true some of our parents really did an awful job and they ended up royally sucking as parents. yes some of our siblings have gone off the deep end. even yes some of our friends have turned and looked us in the eye and smiled while stabbing us in the back [not litterally, if they really have done that then i dont know who you are hanging out with] But the fact of the matter is we all have at least 1... AT LEAST, ONE, person who is close to us that can help put our little egg shells back together.



but we need to let them....