where i wanna be...

so i can clear all thoughts out of my head and enjoy the peaceful sound of the waves and the seagulls and just listen to the sound of nature. it helps me to be calm.

because some times that is all i want to do... then i remember that you are not worth it.

one of my many complexes...

i think to much about how people feel and take things that i say. i wish i could get over it and just not care so much, but its just that even when someone i do not care for talks to me i get mad even though i shouldnt. why do i do that? im human i know and have these human tendencies but then i remember Jesus said to love all men and forgive all men. how come then i cant see mto shake my feelings of dislike?

ill continue to work on it.

magic castle... and LA

Long Time No Post...

So i fell in love. I avoided it for a while and played it off, but in the end i couldnt help but tell him how i felt. things have been going GREAT ever since! we Love each other and I know he is the one i am going to marry. Apaarently everyone else knew it before we did. which i think is funny! i have turned into that girl thati used to talk about. i cant stand to be away from him and when we dont see each other i feel a void. i like that we were friends for a while before we got together becasue he is my best friend now. i cant even express how much i love him and cant wait to be his wife, after we go to the temple.

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